Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Troubles

Hey, so lately me and my moms boyfriend haven't been getting along and i'm sure some people can relate.
Well my mom have been with him for 6 years,and I've hated ever minute being with him. I try to get along with him but he's just so loud, mean, and scary. I only have one fear and that's him, i'm terrified of him.
He's just so loud and he used to when I least expect it he'll jump behind me and yell really loud in my ear and he just laughs, i'd cry because it scared me so much, I truly hate him and i know hate is a strong word but it doesn't even start to express my feelings of hate for him.We had a fight last night and it was over something stupid but it was as I was going to bed so when i finally fell asleep (crying myself to sleep of coarse) I had a nightmare and it was about my moms boyfriend strangling me which has never happened but i woke up shaking and crying. I have never been abused by anyone ever so I don't know why i had that bizarre dream.Well I just wanted to share that and let people know there not the only ones that know this feeling.

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